3 stories 2 tell u..

Salam,
Hahaha.. Entry ke bpe da eh this time? Miss F pon da lupe, lame bebeno kot ta update, bkn ape.. Ble lappy wt hal mula la penyakit M mula menyerang.. Ye laa if update gne iPad je tak feel.. Kechik cenonet je leh tgok.

Okey, first of all.. Dah masok bln Ramadhan ni, (atceli da masok mggu ke2 dah) rse nye tak mengape kot Miss F nk wish, SeLAmaT MenYamBuT RamaDhaN Al-mUbaraKh.. :) org laen da Sebok pukul telur nk buat kuih rye, kte bru nk wish.. Hahaha.. Okey la kn dari tak wish lgsung?


Second story, ehem2 Miss F skrg busy sket, btugas part time as Pembantu Pengawas Exam at OUM. Hekelehhhh.. Tu pon nak kecoh? Haha Opkoz la! This is my second job during my sem break, agak kembang idung la jugak ble bgtau sye tgh bkerje skrg n bukan lagi dudok rumah goyang kaki sambil tgok The Kardashians.. ~_~ first day, agak kerek gak org2 yg btugas skali dgn Miss F ni.. Blagak terer, stakat jage exam je pon.. Haisshhhh.. Laen la if dye tu yg buat paper exam kan? Blagak mcm bos plak...mase ni la kita nk adapt diri kita dgn situation ble da kje nanti, macam2 peel perangai manusia lg yg kita akn jmpa.. Well,senyum je dan tak perlu kata apa2..^____________^


3rd story, haaaaaaa ni pasal jejaka x dlm idop miss F, I think it's over. Between him n me, da tade pape.. miss F rse ta perlu kot kte bia kan diri kite dperbodoh dgn org mcm tu, org yg ta pernah nak hargai kehadiran kte dalam idop dye, Miss F da tanda besa2 eeeellllllll "L" kat dahi dye.. So after this, da tutup smua crita psal dye, buat lenguh jari je nk menaip psal dye...

My dream..

yeay ME!!!

so.. say "YES" to my next entry for today.. haha tu la ble dah lme ta post.. gelojoh plak nk post byk2.. today I wanna share with u guys my dream home! well.. seems that i love to "day dreaming".. but usually my dreaming was not a bare dream.. haha.. miss F suke berangan tentang mse depan.. salah stu nye, "IF i own a house, how my home will looks like??" haisshhh.. wanna know something?? ape yg trigger miss F nk berangan pasal rumah2 ni ialah.. haaa.. mama miss F mmg suke bli megazine psal rumah, IMPIANA laa.. ANJUNG SERI laa.. mcm2.. it feels good to see someone manage to decorate their home creatively.. haaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!! ble pegy IKEA.. lagy la miss F pecah kepale!!! tambah2 ble tgok show room dye.. haiyaaaa!!! so cute!! woww!! cantek gilah!! creative nye!! Ya Allah!!! maiiigadddd!!! haaaa.. mcm2 kua dr mulot ni.. i love to see all those stuff.. they are so cool.. great indeed! sronok kot if dpt "make over" rumah sndiri.. if i have my own home soon, i'll make sure.. naahhh!!! i truly sure!!! IKEA would be my first prior to choose my home stuff... thumbs up to IKEA!! =)

• Tadaaaa!!!! i love this kitchen!! looks cozy... (ehh.. dapo pon nk ade rse cozy ke??) 

i don't care.. i juz want it to be my way! can i?? ^_^

• this would be my choice for my bedroom.. simple but nice.. =) .if Miss F da tuka jd Mrs F t pon, miss F tanak tewos dok umah yg spacious.. hehe.. my dream home after i get marry is juz a simple condo.. thats enough.. 

• next.. living room!! actually ta menepati cita rase sgt.. but i do love the couch!!
•  i love simple but nice concept!.modern n contemporary i guess??   =)

• what if i have a baby??? haha..

• perfect dining ~.~

~The end~

p/s: mmg best berangan.. but never let the dream remains as a dream.. make your dream comes true! so.. berdoa, usaha.. n tawakal lah.. Yang atas Maha mendengar.. insyaAllah.. we will get what we want.. am i ryte?? :)

weekend that never end..

well.. since i've started my semester break.. everyday is a weekend  for me.. so bored.. the same routine repeating everyday n night.. so, last weekend.. xde yg laen dr laen pon.. still the same. i just went out for breakfast with mama n adek.. went to SSF cause mama miss F ckap ade SALE konon nye.. nak la jamu mate tgok ape yg "sale" nye.. sampai2 tu..miss F tgok mmg byk yg sale.. up to 70%. but nothing important pon yg kteorg nk bli.. so juz jamu mate je la.. mmg bez jamu mate kt SSF.. everything is nice n  beautiful.. they r so creative!! mende biase2 je.. but when theyols create new style.. mmg nmpk laen dr yg laen.. just imagine.. teapot set was decorated with diamonds... nak minum pon pk 2 3 kali.. takot tecekik diamond.. hehe.. well.. miss F mmg ske berangan.. ble dah masok SSF.. mmg mcm my dreamland laa.. every single thing ble tgok mesty trpk: "ble dah ade rumah sndri nanty.. boley la nk stylish rumah sndri.. haa.. kt dapo, nk ade set pinggan mangkuk ni.. tgh2 meja makan nk ade bunge latak dlm vase cm gini.. haaa.. rack ni if letak at dlm bilik cantik ni.. ermm.. shelf ni if letak kt ujung katil mesty lawa.."- haishhh.. tgok la.. berangan cm org dah ade rumah.. well.. what can i say.. thats the real me.. =)

• Nak kua breakfast je sbnarnye.. >.<"

• On the way to SSF home deco mart... ^_^

• Again.. minah ni tak abis2 nak b'posing.. >.<"

p/s: da masok monday pon actually.. well miss F juz qado entry je la ye?? hehe.. kadang2 ble malas melanda.. payah jugak.. so hope u guys having ur own great weekend too!! xoxo, may Allah bless us!

Continue...

Emmmm.. Now, o'ready 2 a.m biase laa miss F still not yet rse ngantok..
Still remember wit entry yg lpas konon2 ala2 "will b continue" tu??? Hehe haishh.. Still ta continue2 ryte? Hurmmm.. Ok.. Now, miss F cube abiskn cite..


Al-kisah nyee..( ktne ye nk smbung?? )
Day by day.. Miss F juz diam kn diri.. -mogok! I juz wait for him to make next step.. But zZzzZzz.... Krohh..kroohhh.. Kringgg!!! Times up! He still juz the way he is.. Merayu supaya dmaafkn but doesn't try to do something that can make me forgive him.. So, dah puas tydo tggu dye buat tindakan yg matured cket, miss F je la yg teroskn next step tu. I gave him 4months time that he ask from me. But I said to him, along that time, I'm free to friend with whoever I want. N our relationship during that time juz as a fren n don't call me sayang, n I would not call him with cute names.. Tettt!!! Dye ta stuju.. Alasan: ape gerenti nye yg dye leh dpt miss F blk?? So..tkpe laa I juz follow his rules, we juz like the "old we" n he get that 4months time to make changes in our relation. Mmmmmmm..but lame2 I don't think I can wait for that long.. Nk wtpe till 4months?? Lame kan?? Hurrrmmmmmm.. I can't take this no more.. ~.~ nk taknak, miss F gtau dye yg i'll juz wait for him until my birthday, if he still keep on giving excuses, then..it means that I should say goodbye to him.. :( so sad.. Tp, trime je laa.. Susah utk kte lupekn org yg kte sayang, I pray to Allah.. Don't make me hav to forget him, cuz I know it's hard for me. I mean really really hard.. (O.o) he so nice to me, even lately I keep on pushing him to make up his mind bout our relationship n I keep on saying that he should break off with me, he still acts cool n every time it seems like we going to argue bout something, he will say:" dah la sayang.. B taknak hari2 kte gado.." dah tu cmne miss F nk buat?? Payah nk cari kesalahan dye. His only big trouble was dye still ta sedia nk jumpe miss F.. I not very sure what his real reason is.. Payah sgt ke?? Things juz simple like ABC, mcm mkn popcorn smbil tgok movie djadikan complicated. So.. We have another a week to go.. Miss F harap kami akn end up with the best solution for us.. Ape2 pon, I hope I can accept everything that happening n will happen soon..

P/s: lately ni almost every nite.. I hv to cry over something that going on between us.. Something yg still ta dpt jawapan.. Ya Allah.. Kau permudahkn lah sgla prjalanan hambaMu dan mudah2an sgala yg akn terjady adalah yg terbaek buat ku, kukuh kn lah iman ku dan tabahkn lah haty ku utk menghadapinya.. Amin..:)

ce cite ce cite..

hohoho.. >o<" i have a lot of stories to mory to uols.. ok2.. kne list down dlu.. takot lupe...(sggup ni 2 a.m ta tydo lg huk huk)


list nyerrr...:

1. blogspot ke lapy yg gile??? -.-
2. my mogok last only for a day!! =(
3. cite tentang mr.Y
4. penings2!! pendaftaran muet n ptptipu 

empat point! banyak ke?? more than one.. means banyak la tu ryte?? okey.. we go one by one..

first point, haishhh.. ni haa.. miss F punye lah geram.. beberape hari ni dpt post entry gne ipad je.. takley nk post entry fancy2.. kosong n suram je tgok blog ku.. -yet, tak fancy2 jugak pon!! hehe.. ermm.. ntah la lapy ke ape yg problem.. until miss F marah adek sndri sbb i thought he's the one that cause miss F can't log in blogspot ni..-adekk!!!! hang buat apa kat laptop kakak nie??!! (pdhal budak tu tak tau pape pon) but at last today i can log in my blog.. after i try so many times clicking here n there.. finally! bjayee!!! ^_____^ (big smile on my face)

second point plak, uhuuuiiiii!!! miss F vs mr.A.. mr.A won! cuz he don't hav to pujuk2 miss F a lots.. miss F kalah dlm misi mogok2!! at first i've already plan nk mogok for at least 2days (sje nk wat mr.A glabah sket..) but things turn to happen another way.. masyaAllah..miss F yg glabah lebey.. can't even stand for a day.. stu hari pon da dudok tak senang.. ye ye je sorok hp dlm almari.. off hp.. GIMIK smate-mate k!! haisshh.. i manage to fool myself!! tahniah kpd diri sendiri!! clap3.. ~_____~  p/s: miss F n mr.A dah berbaek balik.. yoyoO je kan miss F ckap nk mogok for 2days kt last entry?? hurmm.. we wait n c how things will go on between me n him.. i will inform all of our progress in my writing.. insyaAllah.. 

third point! haaaaa.. this is the most hot point between others kot... today i received a call from a gurl!! guess who?? miss A pon not very sure who she really is.. but big possibility, she is mr.Y's gf. hurmmm.. mr.Y ni sape plak???- mr.Y ni bf orang but i guess he interested in me?? hoi2!! jangan perasaan sgt la!!! okey2.. tak perasaan.. but if dah hari2 nk txt.. all my daily activities kne inform dye dlu.. everyday nk call me.. ape makne nye sume tu?? ouhh yee.. mybe he juz concern bout u??? ermmm no idea! but he is acting like he was my boyfie! -jangan gedik2 tau.. take care aten.. nk merajok la dengan aten.. nanty aten nk tydo bgtau ye?? masyaAllah!!!! apeeeee nieee??? sometimes rse R _ M _ S la jgk!!-(if korank very the clever, isi tempat kosong tue.. teeheee~~ ) tp ta baek salah kn dye.. dah tu feeling dye. everybody hav their rite to "concern" towards anyone kan?.. emmmmm.. yekeee?? the problem now is.... he already hav a gf!!!! but he denying about his status.. dah bpunye but acting like mr single lg.. apekes?? haishhh.. salah spe skarang?? obviously bkn salah preggy mothers la kan?? haha.. so.. miss F tercengang la jgk ble dgr gurl's voice mse tu. usually if ade incoming call from mr.Y mesty miss F trus silent kan fon n letak jauh2.. but this time tgerak aty nk answer that call.. tergagap2 jgk miss F nk jb soalan that gurl.. macam kte bersalah plak. if not our fault, be brave la kan??? bkn takot actually.. juz terkejot je... but Alhamdulillah that gurl takde la serang miss F like crazy.. she juz asking me some questions. hurmmmm.. after that, mr.Y still lg nak call n txt me bagai... haiiii tak serik ke cik abang?? sudah2 laa why don't u go n ask for an apologize from her?? sattle down ur problem first?? takyah la nak cari masalah lagi.. kte hidop ni if boley nk minimize our problem.. bkn nk tambahkan masalah.. miss F as usual la.. buat dekkk je dgn all those incoming call n txts from mr.Y.

p/s: even though my boyfie tu ala2 "wujud tak wujud" but never cross my mind to chiloks boyfie org.. Nauzubillah... 

fourth point, errrrr da ta larat nk cite ni.. miss F juz summarize skit2 je ye?? citernye... miss F mrajok dgn mama miss F cuz she refuse to help me with pendaftaran ptptn tu..(don't do this at home,or mne2 je la.. cuz bdose taw wt bonda kte cmtue!!) miss F ni bkn ape.. ta penah buat mende leceh2 nie.. semak perot.. plus, dlu pon mama yg tulun buatkan.. at last miss F try laa buat.. sampai ble nk depends on org tua kte kn?? -i must keep reminding myself that i'm already 20s not 12years old anymore!! emmm.. pasal muet muet stuff plak, miss F fenin nk daftar place for examination tu ktne.. yelahh.. miss F ni sikit2 nk bkepit dgn kawan.. ape2 pon mesty nk ade kawan sme! ermm.. if ade kawan sng skit.. but at last, i make up my mind.. amik kt penang je.. alone pon alone lah.. well.. dah 20s kannn??!! tak kan kawen nanty nak share hubby dgn kawan jgk kan?? O.M.G!! Nauzubillah...simpang malaikat 44!! #_#"

p/s: ok lah.. dah2 for tonite k? erkkss.. dah morning laa..  3.13 a.m dah.. nanty rajin2 miss F tulis2 lagy ye?? -bab2 ni mmg miss F slalu rajin.. cube suruh bsuh pinggan mangkuk ke.. masak ke.. uhuiiii!!

I loose to myself..

Rindu.. Tipu lah if ckp ta rindu... Tgn ni rse nk je switch on my phone back.. Tp, ble pk2 jgn la lemah sgt. Kuat kn pendirian tu! But I do really miss u sayang... Ape yg mampu aten buat? Since I woke up this morning.. I can't keep u off from my mind. Every single thing that I do remind me of u. Ta pernah2 aten tydo ptg kt rumah spnjg mule cuty nie.. Tp hari ni aten tydo. Tu je la care nk lpekn kjap dr pikir kn ayel. I ask abah to go to shasha's house.. Maybe when I spending time with my family, I will not think of u sayang.. Tp abah ckp dye nk tgok bola mlam ni. Tbe2 mama ajak kua mkn, abah pon stuju cuz kua mkn juz take for a while je.. So he won't missed his football match tonight. Emmm... I had chapati for my diner, tu pon ta habis.. Bg kt abah sparuh.. N today I had a very bad flu.. Asyik achhooo2 je dr pg td.. I don't know whether I get this cuz I cry badly last night or what. after solat isyak, aten baring kt katil, bke novel.. Hati sedeh.. Ble bce kisah watak dlm novel tu hepi, rse jeles sgt.. I wish I can take over her place for a moment. -tringin nk rse d belai n dmanje dgn yg trsyg. Every single scene dlm novel tu trbayang ayel. Ble watak lelAki tu pujuk c prmpuan, aten tringat ayel. The way that guy concern so much to that girl, there's no big different from the way u cares me. Again, u make me cry..cuz I do miss u! Rindu sgt2! N semua kata2 sweet yg ayel pnah luahkn kt aten flash back in my mind. I missed that moment so much! I miss u so badly.. But I'm the one that choose it to be this way. So, nk tanak.. I have to face this, no choice!! Ya Allah.. Tabah kn hambaMu ini menempuhi segala dugaan. Aku tau, engkau tidak akn menduga hambaMu jika hambaMu tidak mampu mghadapinya. Skali lg ku pohon ya Allah, biarlah ini sekadar dugaan Dan aku mahukan dia kambali brsama aku jika ini adalah ikatan yg Engkau redhai..amin.


p/s: miss F ta selemah nie.. ntah laa.. i need to make up my mind.. if ta berbaloi ape yg miss F rse ni better keep off all those feelings away kan??? gewdiks sgt nk bjiwang...

check list >.<"

Good ones: 1.caring 2.loving 3.understanding-sometimes he can read my mind 4.tak mudah melenting-not an air head 5.pandai memujuk-he done a good job in persuading me when I'm not in a good mood. 6.many similarities between us-he choose Paris for a honeymoon, he loves choc milk, he loves to read novel,he loves children, he loves oat crunch. Bad ones: 1.still keep on giving excuses to meet me: sakit pinggang, tgu report doc, ade kje, bz, 2.ble gado.. Sure dpt txt konon2 nk send to his mom... Ayat sedey2-yg plik tu... Every time gado jee if ta gado xde plak clap send msg..3.he used to cheat on me-his big mistake 4.nk control wit whom I wanna fren wit..-if guys..he surely didn't like it.. 5.ske buat sye rse bsalah even though it's actually his fault!-he wanna make me feel bad, I guess?? hurmmmmm...6.da byk jnji yg dye tk tunaikn...-dtg jmpe b4 cuty sem aritu, nk bwk g bkt.Tinggi, nk bwk jln2 melaka, nk jmpe kt uma mse aten majok dgn dye mse kua g kL aritu..kononnye dye ade dtg area s.alam #_# hurrmmmm...7.still ta brubah until now..


p/s: takley pk da skrg ni pe yg tbaek.. but hopefully.. i'm not making the wrong decision.. InsyaAllah..