Emmmm.. Now, o'ready 2 a.m biase laa miss F still not yet rse ngantok..
Still remember wit entry yg lpas konon2 ala2 "will b continue" tu??? Hehe haishh.. Still ta continue2 ryte? Hurmmm.. Ok.. Now, miss F cube abiskn cite..
Al-kisah nyee..( ktne ye nk smbung?? )
Day by day.. Miss F juz diam kn diri.. -mogok! I juz wait for him to make next step.. But zZzzZzz.... Krohh..kroohhh.. Kringgg!!! Times up! He still juz the way he is.. Merayu supaya dmaafkn but doesn't try to do something that can make me forgive him.. So, dah puas tydo tggu dye buat tindakan yg matured cket, miss F je la yg teroskn next step tu. I gave him 4months time that he ask from me. But I said to him, along that time, I'm free to friend with whoever I want. N our relationship during that time juz as a fren n don't call me sayang, n I would not call him with cute names.. Tettt!!! Dye ta stuju.. Alasan: ape gerenti nye yg dye leh dpt miss F blk?? So..tkpe laa I juz follow his rules, we juz like the "old we" n he get that 4months time to make changes in our relation. Mmmmmmm..but lame2 I don't think I can wait for that long.. Nk wtpe till 4months?? Lame kan?? Hurrrmmmmmm.. I can't take this no more.. ~.~ nk taknak, miss F gtau dye yg i'll juz wait for him until my birthday, if he still keep on giving excuses, then..it means that I should say goodbye to him.. :( so sad.. Tp, trime je laa.. Susah utk kte lupekn org yg kte sayang, I pray to Allah.. Don't make me hav to forget him, cuz I know it's hard for me. I mean really really hard.. (O.o) he so nice to me, even lately I keep on pushing him to make up his mind bout our relationship n I keep on saying that he should break off with me, he still acts cool n every time it seems like we going to argue bout something, he will say:" dah la sayang.. B taknak hari2 kte gado.." dah tu cmne miss F nk buat?? Payah nk cari kesalahan dye. His only big trouble was dye still ta sedia nk jumpe miss F.. I not very sure what his real reason is.. Payah sgt ke?? Things juz simple like ABC, mcm mkn popcorn smbil tgok movie djadikan complicated. So.. We have another a week to go.. Miss F harap kami akn end up with the best solution for us.. Ape2 pon, I hope I can accept everything that happening n will happen soon..
P/s: lately ni almost every nite.. I hv to cry over something that going on between us.. Something yg still ta dpt jawapan.. Ya Allah.. Kau permudahkn lah sgla prjalanan hambaMu dan mudah2an sgala yg akn terjady adalah yg terbaek buat ku, kukuh kn lah iman ku dan tabahkn lah haty ku utk menghadapinya.. Amin..:)
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