Get rid of.....

• if nanges kua belian... da lame miss F kaye.. everyday  nanges pon ta kesah!! >.<"

I feel like I wanna cry badly..da nanges dah pon... Until u can hear my sobs.. Do u care? If u heard my sobs?? I don't think so... jahat sgt ke sye ni? Awk tak pernah nk pndg seyes mende ni kan? U make me cry.. Almost everyday! Yet.. I still love u. Susa sgt ke nk dtg semuka dgn sye? If u lov me.. I bet u already come n meet me in no time. But until now.. When I ask u to do that.. I still had to hear all those excuses.. how STUPID was me??-( sje nk highlight sket).. Still stay for a guy like u! ya Allah.. Bukalah hati ni utk lupa kn dye jika dye bkn dtakdirkn utk hambaMu ini.. there's no regret in me to meet a guy like u.. I love da way u treat me with ur love.. U never treat me bad..But.. U make me disappointed only bcuz u never have a desire to come n meet me up.. Like all couples always did. Bkn sye nk awk bwk sye pegy candle lite diner, bkn sye mtk awk blnje sye macam2..sye ta mintak awak belikan red ferrari, sye ta mintak awak blikan a diomond ring yg 6carat ke..n sye ta mintak awak blikan rumah bungalow sbijik pon..-but if da kawen, sye nak! leh tak?? hoho >o<" . Sye juz nk awak muncul dpn mate sye je.. Nape susa sgt awk?! -if ye pon awak ketot, itam, bjerawat skalipon sye ta kesah awak..-erkkss.. yekeee ni??? (~.~)Maybe sye tak knal erti penat, sye still bg awk muke even I've cried a lot bcuz of u.. tak kan sikit pon awk ta hargai peluang yg sye bg?? Penat da rse nk trus mnangis..n jd boneka utk awak.. U gave me hope.. But u never fulfill the hope... Penat da rse nk bgantung dgn harapan n janji.. Stu pon awk ta pnh kota kn.. Now, our relationship nearly 10months dah.. Tak gle ke ble org tau 10bln knal tp ta pnh semuka? Oppsss.. Bkn stakat kenal je.. Mlah bcinte!- malu plak ble pk2 blk...bcinte dgn org yg ta pnah kte kenal asal usul dye Gileeee kan???(don try this at home peeps!) Now... I hav to make up my mind.. Sma Ada nk biar diri trus cm gini.. Asyik kne tabur dgn janji or kte cari jln penyelesaian... Fatin! I must be strong! Skrg... Dua2 hp dah off.. N sye tak Akan rply mne2 msg from dye slama 2hari ni..

p/s: even thousands of times he doing the same "thing", i still can't get rid him from my heart.. is this jodoh?? ke cinta???-tajok novel yg bru miss F bce..haha >.<"